One time for the pot smoke
Every rhyme that got spoke
Every jot note
Every pot hole in that very long road
Carry on so, hold that head high like Lebron in a condo penthouse
Off a bong blowin ten ounces, awful long time since i got a pen bouncin
About something positive, it's cause a lot of shit is buggin outta me
I'm sluggish and down and out and Slugs route is out for me
Sound it out for me, shout it out for me
The clouds are out today
Overcast yeah, hope this blows over fast

This ain't what i wanna write but it's how i feel
And i can't get past that, ain't even like shit that bad
It's all in my head and I've grasped that fact
Yet i remain in deep pain, this deep resting depression
All i see is rain, tears tearing me up, I'm weary and buzzed
Unable to seize reigns, unable to ease pain
Unstable and restrained
Are you able to lend me a helping hand?
If not just please refrain from speaking my name
I need not your vain attempts at cheering me up
There's the rain again and I'm fearing to love

Stuck in my room strumming a tune: A minor blues
Got a case of it, and I'm faced with facing it
And your face just fades I'm afraid of it
And I'm fucked up cause I fucked up tough love
Crush dove. the crows know what's up
Haunting me like Edgar's Raven
Undaunted as i begged for maiden
Remained in saying "Nevermore"
Every feather bore the name of hatred
It stayed, it stained and tainted my brain
Tamed it to proclaim shame on my own name
Shame on my own name
One day I'll go Cobain

Can I reach nirvana if I teach myself to defeat the drama
I'm beseeching karma, What have you in store?
What avenue stores bad habits and horrors?
I walk down a corridor, and stopped at a horrid door
It beckoned me in, I stepped away quick
The whore adores effort but never gives in
So never I give the time of day
I just rhyme away about my dismay
I gotta find a way to find a way through
Climb a ladder, my mind been tattered
Signs are scattered and indirect
And my intellect is in defect
This is affecting my will to keep stepping
Each breathe I take my interior deteriorates
I'M FEELING INFERIOR AND VERY NEAR FEAR AND HATE