I'm spiralling
Downwards
That's why I'm writing down words

Save that
"Sleep Is for the weak" shit
You're weak if you don't sleep and I ain't had a decent sleep in weeks
I ain't had a decent sleep, I'm weak

In recent weeks
I've been reaching deep
Levels of depression
My devils love attention
The tension keep me weak
Ordinarily ornery and un sociable
In the corner being unapproachable
Taking notes on how I loathe the whole
God damned population


Talk you wastin if it's towards me
Don't walk adjacent or toward me
Don't mind what I'm saying, ignore me
Cause I'm just like you and you bore me
Poor me, pour me up a mother fuckin double rum And just keep em comin till I'm dumb and drunk and numb
I don't wanna feel this
I don't wanna deal with,
Physical pain
Mental pain
Way more than a gentle strain
It's detrimental
In debt; my mental
In step I stumble
No breath I mumble
No catch I fumble
I focus on trouble


Save me from myself
Save me from my health
Save me from my stagnant status
A magnet for sadness
The madness, the madness
Preying on me like mantis
Dismantling progress
I'm a hog, I'm a mess
I'm a prawn, not a don
I'm a dog and I'm hoggin the ses
I'm lost in the fog and the haze
I'm not so fond of my ways
Every day is plagued with thoughts of ending it
I'm spending it wrong
Questions left pending
On a quest with the pen then
Vent them resentments
Repent and let them know that you meant it
Tired of feeling demented



I'm spiralling downwards
That's why I tried writing down words
To get my thoughts straight
Like ironing down shirts
I'm tired, entirely off base
Like I'm bout to make a run for home